Five Day's After My Birthday

  So back In April I almost died it wasn't expected for me to live till My Birthday. Well My Birthday came and went I am alive I am well i am stronger then when I had My Incident.It has been a long hard road to recovery my health has been very up and down its so hard to get through some days but i do it. I still have a person in my life that makes my life Hard why I have not been blogging every single time I write something she goes off and writes hers and quotes me literally word for word and then calls me a Liar. Well I have contemplated shutting this blog down but Ive helped so many people come to terms with their status and shown you can live with this virus but being virtually harassed and stalked has been enough to make me not want to.
  I love my family even the estranged stalker sister of mine but I have to say enough is enough cyber bullying is still bullying you can not like what I have to say that's fine but to lie and say I am not HIV positive and i claim to be positive only for notoriety and then say Ive got aids all in the same sentence and then say your going to school to be a nurse and not know the difference between HIV and AIDS is simply ridiculous and then to say I'm dying of AIDS yeah enough is enough If I am dying I am dying from my fucked up heart to not be able to differentiate HIV from AIDS and to say someone is dying of AIDS while claiming to be in school for nursing #1 Shows You are a Liar and #2 if your in school for nursing its definitely not the place for you. #1 no one Dies from AIDS what you Die from is an opportunistic infection because of your weekend immune system #2 if you don't know that you should not be in the medical field period If you are going to be in the medical field you should be educated on all disease viruses and anything communicable as well to be honest you will be surrounded by it all day. yes Ive got a suppressed immune system because Ive got 3 auto immune disorders as well as this Immune virus so yeah I've got issues but to have an uneducated person to try to air my information out here with out even being a part of my life and not even having the story straight its some what upsetting and it puts off me from writing which does help so many so congratulations for doing that you have obviously gotten what you want your still hurting others by hurting me I hope your so happy do you know that each person that doesn't go get tested might be one that could have used a word or two of advise you know that someone who got diagnosed today may have run across my blog and might have used a condom because I suggested it you do not realize the trickle down effects you have when I am too scared to write because of your badgering your hurting people all day everyday with your hate and pettiness its got to be said I said i wouldn't talk about you any more well you've accomplished that your so powerful I hope your fucking happy with yourself because you made it so hard for me to write with your hateful ness stop talking about me don't mention me don't think about me act as if I'm dead because you have hurt me so much you've hurt my sisters and in your mind its fun because your truth Your FUCKING TRUTH IS A FANTASY ITS IN YOUR HEAD AND YOUR SICK LEAVE US ALONE .
LEAVE ME ALONE..
 As for the rest your welcome to my blog I will try to write more I will try to be better and be here longer but with a cyber stalker its hard I only want to help people that's why I do this the only reason I do this is to help others .Yet some folks well one person in particular says I am claiming to be positive for fame if I wanted fame I would be an actor not an HIV education activist.
  Now that rant out I'm here I am healthy I am alive whether or not I'm really wanted I know I am still needed and that's all that matters. As long as i am needed Ill be here.
 And to close this remember if you play with it wrap it no glove no love its your choice to live safely travel safe be well and when you make love use a condom remember if you love someone you use a condom you don't treat them like a used condom....