Friday, September 14, 2012

Moving Day Coming Soon

SO I have been moving my sister into my house its been gradual but its coming along its really going to be great to have my little sister in my house we are so close and i love it.I am really doing better my health has been truly improving greatly. I am feeling so much better these days there of course is still stress in my life but its not a bad thing. We all need a little stress in our lives it keeps us motivated Yes I am still Single but that is Life. I was blessed to celebrate the Birth of My first grandchild Adryan David Ford A good strong Name for a good healthy warrior Grandchild.
 Well its great that my younger sister has finally changed the topic of her Blog from me to herself my family is doing better and now its better with out her lying to the world about us and this is great. She has learned to focus on herself and not the rest of is who have never done anything to her but try to be there for her.
 Life is all in all great life is well and I am doing wonderfully. My days are filled with the chemo like therapy I get for my heart and I am usually trying to just keep up on a daily basis. the house is coming along I am doing what I can just getting through each day as it comes there could be more to do if I was really slacking but I am not slacking My art is coming along more and more every single day I am feeling truly great about myself and My art people are already asking for me to commission pieces for them Ive been offered an undermined amount of money to paint for people I never thought I was really talented but I find more and more that I am sought after for my art and that makes me very very happy; Life is beautiful so it is high time to stop selling myself short I am also a great and amazing human being and that makes me feel so utterly wonderful about myself, so many people forget that I am just an average human so many people will but me on a pedestal that i am surly to fall off of and I am not going to sit here and be Idolized as I am just me.I have many talents but I am and always will be just a human I have my faults I have fallen many times and I will fall but I am human and Make mistakes to learn the lessons of this life. I am here I am going to be healthy for as long as Life allows it. And come the day I be called home it shall be a day to celebrate and not mourn but rejoice knowing I am in the arms of tankasila wakonda. Home at last.
 so as my life gets better every single day I am doing more and more to be walking a better path in this life. I am going to continue to walk in this good way and pray more and more continually helping those who need to have someone be there for them. So remember I am here still remember i am not going anywhere and remember if you need me I will always try to be there.