I've been sick so long life hadn't been easy and I'm still here suffering I consistently get shit in by family and friends nothing I do is ever enough no one takes seriously that I'm dying. I'm tired of the slow painful I decided the other night too attempt suicide I lived I don't want to be here any more it's so fucking hard and I know I'm dying already why can't it just be quick. I'm tired of being in pain I'm tired of hateful people who only think ABOUT themselves I feel like No one cared about me ever. it's time.to.finally just be.done
I am A 33 Year old gay native/Hispanic Male Living with HIV for the last thirteen years.Some days I dont know where to begin and some days it feels like it might be the end But i am still here alive for a reason
