Suicide

Someone today asked me a question...How do u guys do it i mean live??????He meant how do you live with yourself Being HIV pos...He wanted to kill himself he had recently attempted Suicide.The thing is if you need someone to talk to there are people out there you can talk to before trying to take your fucking life
and how Do I live I live each day as it comes I know its blessing I know I am blessed  by the creator Life is a gift each new day is a gift yesterday is history tomorrow a mystery but today is a gift that is why it is called the present
you can not look at your past and allow your self to suffer you forgive those who have hurt you so you can move on with your life you can heal in your heart
You take each new day as a fresh breath you walk in the love of the creator you pick up the garbage in the street and put it in the waste receptacle you do one thing at a time you take one step at a time you just keep on going
every single day is something new and wondrous you get to breathe in a new day you get to see a new sunrise a different sunset you get to feel the rain on your face as it falls you get to experience all the wonders of life everything that the creator put here for you to enjoy and it is magnified because you have a greater appreciation for life as you now know your mortality
you accept it you move on you move forward you walk every new step and know that this is yet another gift you go on its all that you can do....
I mean I know its hard .. I know what its like to want to give up.. But I dont. Suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do. There Have been far too many deaths because of bullying and depression it affects all the people in your life like a domino effect. The death of one person can affect the lives of millions just as one person can affect the lives of millions.Just because you are HIV positive does not mean your life is over and just because there are many people who stigmatize HIV and are judgmental about the virus does not mean we must ourselves allow that hate to be spewed into our lives we can walk away or we can educate..Life is far to precious to give up for anyone.
 When you are down when you are lonely you just need to surround your self with beauty and light it does not matter where you are what country what city all you need to do is live well be a good person fill your world with love and light..some of the teachings of my people tell you to remember who you are where you come from and strengthen your self spiritually and I agree with this even if you are not an activist you are a warrior you are fighting an unseen foe you are stronger than you think you can continue to move on in your world..
 Life is so full of beauty and wonder you can do so much in this world you can see so much live each day to the fullest be exactly who you are meant to be. let nothing stand in your way be strong be good live well respect the earth respect yourself judge no one Else's actions be who you are and know in your heart that you are who you are meant to be....